Saturday, August 30, 2008
Im need to buy flip flops.
Playing volleyball on the beach with flip flops on
totally ruined my my flippies.
The sand was hot alright!
Why not u try it.
Well, im going to look for an abercrombie and fitch one.
Leathery much.
Megans taking volleyball class for her coming semester in college.
She's so exciteddd, and im so excited for her.
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Each prayer accepted, each wish resigned.
We should all watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
We should.
Do malls open on labor day?
I thought i'd be the only one asking.
Till i googled it and saw some other people posting questions on ask yahoo.
Ha, very interesting.
Ok i took this test in GUSD ytd.
They trapped me in there for 5 hours.
I thought my head would blast off.
Freakin atards.
I told Grace i would get my belly pierced and she could take me there.
And then i changed my mind i told her i wanted a nose piercing.
She says noooo.
Then we said monroe piercing.
Its sooo cute!
But we both agreed nothing on face is best.
Yeah?
Yeah sadly, sigh.
So like im supposed meet Philoe online today,
like almost now. but dont know where she is.
Im terminally depressed.
Larks carrot cupcake is DA BOMB.
The cream cheese icing is crazy.
And it looks like this.
I dug some of the icing out.
Just explaining the hole.
8:45 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
So yeah, we went to the beach today.
Went along the entire pacific coast freeway to see which beach
we liked.
In the end, we went to sunset beach.
I got my tan back.
Yes! before school starts.
Oh yes, school starts coming Tuesday and i am freaking out.
First day of school will not go so well.
Tani says look for a cute guy and ask " can i know where the art building is?"
Im gonna ask for directions and whoever the person is is gonna think
im a retarded freak or a lame freshman and give the wrong direction deliberately.
Because i totally would do that to a freshman.
And then, i'll feel stupid in class because of the 7 months that i have lost doing nothing.
Senior year is expensive, thats what Megan told me.
She's so right.
Freakin yearbook costs $65. Buy later and it'l be more expensive how about that.
Then i got two locks for two retarded lockers.
ASB costs $35.
ASB is like this membership thing that u buy and u get discounts
on all the games and dances u go to.
That'll be good.
Also, i need to get my senior portrait taken if i want my picture to be on the yearbook.
And there'l be prom, homecoming, graduation dresses etc etc.
Graduation hat thing etc etc.
And not to mention, other expenses.
Yeah.
I miss everyone in Singapore/Msia.
Im visiting next year and it would suck if u guys are going to be busy with exams.
I will be going around Singapore on the MRT all alone.
Stopping at every single retarded stop.
Sigh.
Oh but Rayan and i are going to eat and gorge ourselves with food.
We're going to the Singapore food festival!
Yes yes yessssss.For sure my friend we are going.
Do u know after friends, i miss the food most.
Yeah like Nasi Lemak and roti prata.
I seriously cant wait to go to the Singapore food festival.
So everyone, be free like on entire of July FOR ME.
Meanwhile i have work to do.
LATER.
11:10 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Moms birthday passed, well luckily.
School starts Tuesday.
I am not pleased.
Chads got two lockers, freakin wont give me one.
I have one good locker, really no point tho.
Its at new building that'l be torn down halfway thru school year
because it has mould and floods when it rains.
So retarded.
So i had to hunt for another today with Megan.
Nothing left except for the small ones.
Thats not even all, its the ones at the bottom.
And i hate locks, they take freakin 5 hrs to unlock.
Seniors shud get the big ones.
Juniors get the tops ones.
Sophomores the middle ones,
Freakin freshmans shud automatically be given the bottom ones.
Going to the beach tmr.
Adios.
8:18 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
My moms birthdays comin reeaaalll soon.
12:02 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
LOLNESS.
I Just read this really funny thing
about Kobe Bryant.
If u dont know who he is,
he's a famous/infamous basketball player
who plays for Lakers.
Well anyway, whats so funny is that he is named after some Japanese
beef.
"His parents named him after the famous beef of Kobe, Japan which they saw on a restaurant menu."It mustve been one hell of a beef to name your kid after it.
I wanna name my kid egg or spaghetti or shroom or potato.
Or maybe categories; Seafood, Fern, Fungi, Protein, Roots, Italian etc etc.
Hi my name is Fungi.
Hey mine rhymes!
But yeah, just thought it was pretty funny.
Actually it made me laugh very hard for a couple of minutes.
Oh yeah, i rmb what i wanted to write about badly.
I took 8 shots today at the Glendale County Health Department.
Because i didnt have my immunization records.
So yeah, both my arms have little holes in them now.
And the left one is struggling to type.
Eight shots! Im so proud of myself!
Anyone else took 8 shots at one go?
Anyone?
Come show me what uve got
Ive got holes on my arms.
What do u have?
Apparently, it seems i have to take SATs to get into
a good college.
This is o lvl all over again.
I shudve known this 7 months ago.
Because i cudve done smth useful for 7 months.
Now im just a lost kid in the middle of an empty dessert.
With no one or nothing to accompany me in my desperation but sand, sand, sand and some occasional cactus.
To be honest, i actually thought i was going to senior year for the sake of going
because im still 17, no point going college early.
Hanging around people older than you isnt exactly fun.
I thought go high school for fun.
Haiaaa, now its o lvl all over again!
Hmpf.
Why did i even take o lvls?
Oh yeah, i have one extra paper to keep in my file to keep in my drawer to keep under layers of dust.
Life has been pretty lame hasnt it Susan?
Indeed.
7:52 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Today is my Grandpa's death anniversary.
We're supposed to go down to Torrance but i dont know if we are.
Ouch fark. I pulled some dried up eyeshit on my lower eyelash and it really hurts.
It just kinda ruined my morning.
Ouch, it really did hurt.
Portia de rossi and Allen degeneres are married.
Cool.
Its actually pretty cute when you read what they have to say about each other.
My facebook account was dying so i killed it
and brought it back to life again.
OH my God, i really want nasi lemak now.
I want to kill Joanne.
She has to buy me some when she comes over.
Or she has to learn it so she can cook it for me.
Because its entirely all her fault.
lol.
I had the weirdest dream last night.
But i liked it.
11:31 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
Im getting this facial massage thing thats supposed to fix
my clicking jaw.
And the lady who does it says like
after this massage,
your face will look slimmer and i can also make your nose look higher!
And im like ohhh really!
Well thats great! But for now please fix my clicking jaw.
But next time u see me, dont ask me if i did plastic surgery or smth.
LOL.
You shudve seen my moms face when
i looked at her in fascination and said "awm ma, she can make my nose higher!"
But yes, i love it when she has the skeptical grin on her face.
So weird but i lovee it cuz shes my mommmmmmmmm.
MICHAEL PHELPS! MICHAEL PHELPS!Everyones leaving ce'fiore.
Theyre off to college.
And im starting school in less than a month.
Im gonna need some getting used to after like 7 months of
school-free activities.
Lol.
Im off youtubing.
10:43 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
I am afraid of success.
I have a fear of the changes success will bring.
I am afraid the success was luck and i am not really capable
and probably cudnt do it again.
I am afraid of the expectations that will be on me by others and by myself once i succeed.
I am totally defeated.
Hands down, u are an expert.
Yeah so tagboard is being totally retarded.
Trying to be my laptops bestfriend seriously.
Oh my God, i am hopelessly devoted to this song.
If it is even possible to be devoted to a song.
Well actually of course it is.
Psh.
And the reason why i got this blogskins because i love the flower sticking out;
if u will please look to your left.
Not.to.your.left but the left side of the screen dumb bitch.
Its so cuteeee!
Well and yeah i know, i'll get rid of the love me hate me murder me destroy me thing.
I just thought it was cool ok.
NITE!
--------
Ok now tagboard is really being retarded.
Its not transparent!
WHY? It looks fugly!
Somemore i had to go get new ones.
So here are the replies to the previous ones.
Wani - LOL i dont think we are gonna get sued lah. EEYER! soft kukubird!
Wani so disgusting!. HAHA. Wait, he's the what of Msia uh?
Assistant prime minister or smth uh?
Passerby - Urm i guess? You can if u want to too. lol.
HaoJie - Of course, Wani defines sick. lol. But no one knows the future haojie.
After so many years.....i think Wani might be right. LOL.
Sherri - I dont know yettt! But yeahhh biologyyy! i think i'll become a biologist. LOL.
Yeah Sherri, i'll let u know how i was bulllied by all the cheerleaders. lol.
Aww, I miss you toooo sheshi!!
Wati - Hah. i got it changed. Anyway that shows we both have great taste in music! haha.
12:35 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
I know i know just let me have this
song for a while and then i'll have it changed.
I KNOW ITS CRUDE i know i know.
Total i knows = 5
In case u were wondering.
11:22 PM
Holla.
Today was boring.
Except when i was working today,
two dudes and a girl came in.
It was that time of the day where no one,
NO ONE comes in.
Oh u have no idea what its like to be looking after a store
when no one comes in at all.
Well maybe u do but i really dont care much.
So they were high school kids probably my age.
And they were from Glendale High.
For some reason, the moment they entered i knew they were from Glendale High.
Well u see, Glendale High school is infamous.
Known for the notorious things their students do.
What exactly it is i do not know.
But the school has reputation that is far more than just tarnished.
So i could just tell they werent from CV.
The way they talked maybe, i dont know i think just the way they looked.
LOL whatever.
I suddenly lost interest in writing on.
Tmr's Tuesday my mom and i are going to CV to enroll.
Enroll me of course la!
Psh.
10:30 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
Sigh sigh sigh sigh.
I missed the Olympics opening ceremony
cuz of work.
I hurt my back while trying to be cool and lifting weights.
I chipped a little of the blue polish of my nail and it chipped a little of my heart too.
I missed the Olympics opening ceremony.
I got the schedule printed out and highlighted all the must-see events.
For example, soccer. Why is it a must-see event?
Because i deserve a little feast thats why! And soccer players are some royal feast!
Volleyball. because its a darn passion of mine.
And etc.
I think Megan must be very pissed at me.
I havent been picking up her calls the whole of today.
Oh oh i have a crush on Peter Petrelli.
He's hot like freakin a u need to chilllllll outttttttttttttttttt.
Oh yeah so today at work,
Eddie and i were talking about myspace.
So he says "yeah, so u shud get a my space a/c."
I said i know i am probably going to.
"but im going to wait till i get into school so i dont have like 10 friends on my friends list"
And he was like " awwww Susan!"
For like a moment i didnt know what he was talking about.
Then he's like " Thats so sad! Its ok, dont say it like thattttt!"
I freakin said it in a roll eye way.
Then im like "Eddie, i didnt me...."
"Its okayyyyy Susan!" -starts patting my back.
Ok and THEN i started getting sad.
I got sad for like 3 seconds and snapped back fortunately
and felt the whole thing was totally ridiculous.
And no i am not,
not sad.
But yes i do miss my friends.
This is insane.
If i go on i shall nvr stop.
10:53 PM
LOL.
Anwar Ibrahim charged with sodomy.
12:01 AM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
FREAKIN A.My phone bill this month got over 500bucks.Thats crazy.I cant use 500 bucks in a month.Its not fuckin possible.I think they got smth wrong.My aunts getting it checked to see if theres an error.$540, i can buy contact lens for over 3 years.$540, that is over a thousand Singapore dollars.Holy mfing shit, and i used to get busted forusing over hundreds of dollars back then in Singapore.
But the worst i ever went was 300.
But this time
I controlled my texting!
I really did.And i dont even have a lot of people to text now.Whats gonna happen when i start school.Though, i finally feel 17 again.For a long time i didnt get into trouble because i wasnt really actually doing anything.It felt like i was all grown up and matured.Well i was wrong, and im fuckin glad.We grow up too fast.I kinda feeling better now.I was so pissed and mad and worried and scared at the same time before i started writingthis lame slash pointless post.I dont know why i was pissed tho.I believe little ms pissy didnt want to be left out,so she joined in the fun with maddy,worry and scary.Yes, such is how retarded emotions are.So we all need to get over it.Excuse my french up there.
Oh im peeling a pore strip off my nose now.
I love peeling them off.
IT FEELS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE.
10:05 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008
OKOKOKOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Go
here.You HAVE TO.
Its so funny.
I love what msn and yahoo have to offer.
I went to the gym today.
This lady was acting like i was her personal trainer.
LOL, which i definitely take as a compliment.
Yes i know, i often find older people adorable.
Im not socially retarded or anything, but sometimes hanging around with
oldies can be fun.
But of course, no more than sometimes.
Oh u know the song by secondhand serenade fall for you?
Yeah theres this part of the song that kinda very mildly irritates me.
Hold your breath because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again dont make me change my mind or i wont live to see another day.....
I actually kinda wish they'd stop playing it on the radio alrdy.
I understand they've run out of latest songs to play
because there are no latest songs anymore.
I mean past few days or week.
So play smth else, like the 90's or 60's or smth.
Its becoming so bad i feel like i want to quit ce'fiore.
Oh speaking of which,
im playing no scrubs by TLC.
YEAH GET EXCITED WITH NOSTALGIA NOWWW.
11:08 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Ok i just got back home.
Went for a little chat after work with Megan.
Well we were gonna catch a movie,
but the small theater/theatre/cinema only had movies up till 10.40 or smth.
BUT WHAT ABOUT MIDNIGHT MOVIES THEN??D:
So yeah we went to starbucks instead.
And me trying to be all healthy and stuff got green tea
and very smartly said yes when she asked 'sweetened?'
Sigh, it tasted weird.
I dont even think it was Green tea, i think its Chai or smth.
Whatever.
So while Megan was talking, and while i was listening.
I was fumbling around with my fingers.
And then i kinda unconsciously did this thing that
we used to do.
Like clicking the thumb.
This thing i cudnt do to save my life seriously,
i still cant do it.
U kinda pull the bones of your thumb,
the bone that like connects to your thumb to your wrist.
Yeah and it will click.
Well it is supposed to but i can never, NEVER
get it to click.
Yeah, and it just kinda hit me.
In the end, its all the little small things that happened
or that you guys did or shared that actually makes you smile when u think back about it.
Yeah i thought about it and i started to drift away
from what Megan was saying
until she said 'Michael said " shes actually kinda cute" that got my attention'.
LOL! kidding.
Well thats that.
Tmr im working MORRNINGGG SHIFTTAAHHHHH at ce'fiore.
Oh mannnnn, its sundayyy for susans sake! seriously.
yeah we have breakfast plans i heard.
They spotted some cute breakfast/brunch place
around Hollywood area and wanted to check it out.
(yeah check it out yo)
I mean well since mom's church is in LA town and shes gonna go there after breakfast
so its pretty much worth driving all the way there.
Whaaat am i talking about seriously?
my ey0es are struggling to be open every second that passes by.
That i htihnki indicates i need some nice sleep.
I hafe to wake yp tmr at 8!
Thats INSANE.
LIKE INSANITY.
FREAKIN A!!!!!!!!!!!
Megan keeps saying that,
now im stuck with it.
yeah so FREAKKIN AAAA Y'alLL get some sleep HOMIES.
OH guys watch Jeff Dunham on youtube.
He is fhilarious.
He's a ventriloquist and he is really good i assure you.
I rmb watching a horror movie with Jenn Sinying and ah bahk and Grace
at city square one day after school and it was about a ventriloquist.
oh wait or was it with wanxuan?
I know the one i saw with jenn they all was like super scary.
We were all hiding behind our school bags,even ah bahk.
So unmanly, sigh.
lol
Yeah and that movie was in tagalog.
It was a Phillipino movie.
Im not being rascist like " oh u mean philipino movies cant b good? thats what youre trying to say?
huh? huh?"
No i just mean wtfa we dont undertandddddd.
But sure as hell was scary.
OMGGGGG, needa sleeeeep.
Niteeeee.
1:07 AM
Friday, August 1, 2008
Oh yeah, this is CV.
Crescenta Valley High.
The school is pretty huge.
U know what, i dont even want to compare it with schools in Singapore.
Well i shudnt, just think about how much more land this place has.
Seriously, i cudnt have it anymore.
Megan needed her teeth brushed.
It was candid tho, not posed.
Just look at Megans face.
No, no prying up my sleeve.
I know i know.
I was trying to do the Hiro pose.
"I come in peace!"
Watch Heroes.
Hey, every girls got a not so glamorous moment .
Get over it ahhh.
And yes i wanted to show off my cute pedicure.
Notice the stripe thing on the wall.
And Yes its almost on the ceiling
Allen and I had to help Megan with it.
Had to.
Psh, probably lost 3pounds doing that stuff.
LOL.
These were taken about a week ago,
except the pictures of cv they were taken today.
I went to the gym today and i realized Aarons friend worked there.
We had like our fingers pointed at each other
then thought for about 3 seconds and said "....Aarons friend" in union.
I was going to say " no actually Aarons co-worker" but thought the better of it.
Its an inside joke.
Its actually pretty funny.
No its actually very funny.
Oh i've been getting up at night and eating rice krispies.
Its becoming a habit and its not good at all.
Milks like full cream (seriously, how does anyone drink no fat milk. it tastes like water with a
drop of milk in it. Then furiously shaked together. Except no foam.)
And rice krispies itself, i dont know how fattening they are actually.
Maybe they're not too bad.
....
Yeah, just keep telling yourself that Susan.
Im going to change the no handlebar song to leona lewis.
Sigh, i tried not getting addicted to it.
But its been on the radio for weeeeks, playing over and over again.
Now i cant get enough of it,
but im prepared to get sick of it
as the radio overplays it.
Yeah ok.
Nighty.
12:18 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Im need to buy flip flops.
Playing volleyball on the beach with flip flops on
totally ruined my my flippies.
The sand was hot alright!
Why not u try it.
Well, im going to look for an abercrombie and fitch one.
Leathery much.
Megans taking volleyball class for her coming semester in college.
She's so exciteddd, and im so excited for her.
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Each prayer accepted, each wish resigned.
We should all watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
We should.
Do malls open on labor day?
I thought i'd be the only one asking.
Till i googled it and saw some other people posting questions on ask yahoo.
Ha, very interesting.
Ok i took this test in GUSD ytd.
They trapped me in there for 5 hours.
I thought my head would blast off.
Freakin atards.
I told Grace i would get my belly pierced and she could take me there.
And then i changed my mind i told her i wanted a nose piercing.
She says noooo.
Then we said monroe piercing.
Its sooo cute!
But we both agreed nothing on face is best.
Yeah?
Yeah sadly, sigh.
So like im supposed meet Philoe online today,
like almost now. but dont know where she is.
Im terminally depressed.
Larks carrot cupcake is DA BOMB.
The cream cheese icing is crazy.
And it looks like this.
I dug some of the icing out.
Just explaining the hole.
»8:45 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
So yeah, we went to the beach today.
Went along the entire pacific coast freeway to see which beach
we liked.
In the end, we went to sunset beach.
I got my tan back.
Yes! before school starts.
Oh yes, school starts coming Tuesday and i am freaking out.
First day of school will not go so well.
Tani says look for a cute guy and ask " can i know where the art building is?"
Im gonna ask for directions and whoever the person is is gonna think
im a retarded freak or a lame freshman and give the wrong direction deliberately.
Because i totally would do that to a freshman.
And then, i'll feel stupid in class because of the 7 months that i have lost doing nothing.
Senior year is expensive, thats what Megan told me.
She's so right.
Freakin yearbook costs $65. Buy later and it'l be more expensive how about that.
Then i got two locks for two retarded lockers.
ASB costs $35.
ASB is like this membership thing that u buy and u get discounts
on all the games and dances u go to.
That'll be good.
Also, i need to get my senior portrait taken if i want my picture to be on the yearbook.
And there'l be prom, homecoming, graduation dresses etc etc.
Graduation hat thing etc etc.
And not to mention, other expenses.
Yeah.
I miss everyone in Singapore/Msia.
Im visiting next year and it would suck if u guys are going to be busy with exams.
I will be going around Singapore on the MRT all alone.
Stopping at every single retarded stop.
Sigh.
Oh but Rayan and i are going to eat and gorge ourselves with food.
We're going to the Singapore food festival!
Yes yes yessssss.For sure my friend we are going.
Do u know after friends, i miss the food most.
Yeah like Nasi Lemak and roti prata.
I seriously cant wait to go to the Singapore food festival.
So everyone, be free like on entire of July FOR ME.
Meanwhile i have work to do.
LATER.
»11:10 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Moms birthday passed, well luckily.
School starts Tuesday.
I am not pleased.
Chads got two lockers, freakin wont give me one.
I have one good locker, really no point tho.
Its at new building that'l be torn down halfway thru school year
because it has mould and floods when it rains.
So retarded.
So i had to hunt for another today with Megan.
Nothing left except for the small ones.
Thats not even all, its the ones at the bottom.
And i hate locks, they take freakin 5 hrs to unlock.
Seniors shud get the big ones.
Juniors get the tops ones.
Sophomores the middle ones,
Freakin freshmans shud automatically be given the bottom ones.
Going to the beach tmr.
Adios.
»8:18 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
My moms birthdays comin reeaaalll soon.
»12:02 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
LOLNESS.
I Just read this really funny thing
about Kobe Bryant.
If u dont know who he is,
he's a famous/infamous basketball player
who plays for Lakers.
Well anyway, whats so funny is that he is named after some Japanese
beef.
"His parents named him after the famous beef of Kobe, Japan which they saw on a restaurant menu."It mustve been one hell of a beef to name your kid after it.
I wanna name my kid egg or spaghetti or shroom or potato.
Or maybe categories; Seafood, Fern, Fungi, Protein, Roots, Italian etc etc.
Hi my name is Fungi.
Hey mine rhymes!
But yeah, just thought it was pretty funny.
Actually it made me laugh very hard for a couple of minutes.
Oh yeah, i rmb what i wanted to write about badly.
I took 8 shots today at the Glendale County Health Department.
Because i didnt have my immunization records.
So yeah, both my arms have little holes in them now.
And the left one is struggling to type.
Eight shots! Im so proud of myself!
Anyone else took 8 shots at one go?
Anyone?
Come show me what uve got
Ive got holes on my arms.
What do u have?
Apparently, it seems i have to take SATs to get into
a good college.
This is o lvl all over again.
I shudve known this 7 months ago.
Because i cudve done smth useful for 7 months.
Now im just a lost kid in the middle of an empty dessert.
With no one or nothing to accompany me in my desperation but sand, sand, sand and some occasional cactus.
To be honest, i actually thought i was going to senior year for the sake of going
because im still 17, no point going college early.
Hanging around people older than you isnt exactly fun.
I thought go high school for fun.
Haiaaa, now its o lvl all over again!
Hmpf.
Why did i even take o lvls?
Oh yeah, i have one extra paper to keep in my file to keep in my drawer to keep under layers of dust.
Life has been pretty lame hasnt it Susan?
Indeed.
»7:52 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Today is my Grandpa's death anniversary.
We're supposed to go down to Torrance but i dont know if we are.
Ouch fark. I pulled some dried up eyeshit on my lower eyelash and it really hurts.
It just kinda ruined my morning.
Ouch, it really did hurt.
Portia de rossi and Allen degeneres are married.
Cool.
Its actually pretty cute when you read what they have to say about each other.
My facebook account was dying so i killed it
and brought it back to life again.
OH my God, i really want nasi lemak now.
I want to kill Joanne.
She has to buy me some when she comes over.
Or she has to learn it so she can cook it for me.
Because its entirely all her fault.
lol.
I had the weirdest dream last night.
But i liked it.
»11:31 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
Im getting this facial massage thing thats supposed to fix
my clicking jaw.
And the lady who does it says like
after this massage,
your face will look slimmer and i can also make your nose look higher!
And im like ohhh really!
Well thats great! But for now please fix my clicking jaw.
But next time u see me, dont ask me if i did plastic surgery or smth.
LOL.
You shudve seen my moms face when
i looked at her in fascination and said "awm ma, she can make my nose higher!"
But yes, i love it when she has the skeptical grin on her face.
So weird but i lovee it cuz shes my mommmmmmmmm.
MICHAEL PHELPS! MICHAEL PHELPS!Everyones leaving ce'fiore.
Theyre off to college.
And im starting school in less than a month.
Im gonna need some getting used to after like 7 months of
school-free activities.
Lol.
Im off youtubing.
»10:43 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
I am afraid of success.
I have a fear of the changes success will bring.
I am afraid the success was luck and i am not really capable
and probably cudnt do it again.
I am afraid of the expectations that will be on me by others and by myself once i succeed.
I am totally defeated.
Hands down, u are an expert.
Yeah so tagboard is being totally retarded.
Trying to be my laptops bestfriend seriously.
Oh my God, i am hopelessly devoted to this song.
If it is even possible to be devoted to a song.
Well actually of course it is.
Psh.
And the reason why i got this blogskins because i love the flower sticking out;
if u will please look to your left.
Not.to.your.left but the left side of the screen dumb bitch.
Its so cuteeee!
Well and yeah i know, i'll get rid of the love me hate me murder me destroy me thing.
I just thought it was cool ok.
NITE!
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Ok now tagboard is really being retarded.
Its not transparent!
WHY? It looks fugly!
Somemore i had to go get new ones.
So here are the replies to the previous ones.
Wani - LOL i dont think we are gonna get sued lah. EEYER! soft kukubird!
Wani so disgusting!. HAHA. Wait, he's the what of Msia uh?
Assistant prime minister or smth uh?
Passerby - Urm i guess? You can if u want to too. lol.
HaoJie - Of course, Wani defines sick. lol. But no one knows the future haojie.
After so many years.....i think Wani might be right. LOL.
Sherri - I dont know yettt! But yeahhh biologyyy! i think i'll become a biologist. LOL.
Yeah Sherri, i'll let u know how i was bulllied by all the cheerleaders. lol.
Aww, I miss you toooo sheshi!!
Wati - Hah. i got it changed. Anyway that shows we both have great taste in music! haha.
»12:35 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
I know i know just let me have this
song for a while and then i'll have it changed.
I KNOW ITS CRUDE i know i know.
Total i knows = 5
In case u were wondering.
»11:22 PM
Holla.
Today was boring.
Except when i was working today,
two dudes and a girl came in.
It was that time of the day where no one,
NO ONE comes in.
Oh u have no idea what its like to be looking after a store
when no one comes in at all.
Well maybe u do but i really dont care much.
So they were high school kids probably my age.
And they were from Glendale High.
For some reason, the moment they entered i knew they were from Glendale High.
Well u see, Glendale High school is infamous.
Known for the notorious things their students do.
What exactly it is i do not know.
But the school has reputation that is far more than just tarnished.
So i could just tell they werent from CV.
The way they talked maybe, i dont know i think just the way they looked.
LOL whatever.
I suddenly lost interest in writing on.
Tmr's Tuesday my mom and i are going to CV to enroll.
Enroll me of course la!
Psh.
»10:30 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
Sigh sigh sigh sigh.
I missed the Olympics opening ceremony
cuz of work.
I hurt my back while trying to be cool and lifting weights.
I chipped a little of the blue polish of my nail and it chipped a little of my heart too.
I missed the Olympics opening ceremony.
I got the schedule printed out and highlighted all the must-see events.
For example, soccer. Why is it a must-see event?
Because i deserve a little feast thats why! And soccer players are some royal feast!
Volleyball. because its a darn passion of mine.
And etc.
I think Megan must be very pissed at me.
I havent been picking up her calls the whole of today.
Oh oh i have a crush on Peter Petrelli.
He's hot like freakin a u need to chilllllll outttttttttttttttttt.
Oh yeah so today at work,
Eddie and i were talking about myspace.
So he says "yeah, so u shud get a my space a/c."
I said i know i am probably going to.
"but im going to wait till i get into school so i dont have like 10 friends on my friends list"
And he was like " awwww Susan!"
For like a moment i didnt know what he was talking about.
Then he's like " Thats so sad! Its ok, dont say it like thattttt!"
I freakin said it in a roll eye way.
Then im like "Eddie, i didnt me...."
"Its okayyyyy Susan!" -starts patting my back.
Ok and THEN i started getting sad.
I got sad for like 3 seconds and snapped back fortunately
and felt the whole thing was totally ridiculous.
And no i am not,
not sad.
But yes i do miss my friends.
This is insane.
If i go on i shall nvr stop.
»10:53 PM
LOL.
Anwar Ibrahim charged with sodomy.
»12:01 AM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
FREAKIN A.My phone bill this month got over 500bucks.Thats crazy.I cant use 500 bucks in a month.Its not fuckin possible.I think they got smth wrong.My aunts getting it checked to see if theres an error.$540, i can buy contact lens for over 3 years.$540, that is over a thousand Singapore dollars.Holy mfing shit, and i used to get busted forusing over hundreds of dollars back then in Singapore.
But the worst i ever went was 300.
But this time
I controlled my texting!
I really did.And i dont even have a lot of people to text now.Whats gonna happen when i start school.Though, i finally feel 17 again.For a long time i didnt get into trouble because i wasnt really actually doing anything.It felt like i was all grown up and matured.Well i was wrong, and im fuckin glad.We grow up too fast.I kinda feeling better now.I was so pissed and mad and worried and scared at the same time before i started writingthis lame slash pointless post.I dont know why i was pissed tho.I believe little ms pissy didnt want to be left out,so she joined in the fun with maddy,worry and scary.Yes, such is how retarded emotions are.So we all need to get over it.Excuse my french up there.
Oh im peeling a pore strip off my nose now.
I love peeling them off.
IT FEELS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE.
»10:05 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008
OKOKOKOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Go
here.You HAVE TO.
Its so funny.
I love what msn and yahoo have to offer.
I went to the gym today.
This lady was acting like i was her personal trainer.
LOL, which i definitely take as a compliment.
Yes i know, i often find older people adorable.
Im not socially retarded or anything, but sometimes hanging around with
oldies can be fun.
But of course, no more than sometimes.
Oh u know the song by secondhand serenade fall for you?
Yeah theres this part of the song that kinda very mildly irritates me.
Hold your breath because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again dont make me change my mind or i wont live to see another day.....
I actually kinda wish they'd stop playing it on the radio alrdy.
I understand they've run out of latest songs to play
because there are no latest songs anymore.
I mean past few days or week.
So play smth else, like the 90's or 60's or smth.
Its becoming so bad i feel like i want to quit ce'fiore.
Oh speaking of which,
im playing no scrubs by TLC.
YEAH GET EXCITED WITH NOSTALGIA NOWWW.
»11:08 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Ok i just got back home.
Went for a little chat after work with Megan.
Well we were gonna catch a movie,
but the small theater/theatre/cinema only had movies up till 10.40 or smth.
BUT WHAT ABOUT MIDNIGHT MOVIES THEN??D:
So yeah we went to starbucks instead.
And me trying to be all healthy and stuff got green tea
and very smartly said yes when she asked 'sweetened?'
Sigh, it tasted weird.
I dont even think it was Green tea, i think its Chai or smth.
Whatever.
So while Megan was talking, and while i was listening.
I was fumbling around with my fingers.
And then i kinda unconsciously did this thing that
we used to do.
Like clicking the thumb.
This thing i cudnt do to save my life seriously,
i still cant do it.
U kinda pull the bones of your thumb,
the bone that like connects to your thumb to your wrist.
Yeah and it will click.
Well it is supposed to but i can never, NEVER
get it to click.
Yeah, and it just kinda hit me.
In the end, its all the little small things that happened
or that you guys did or shared that actually makes you smile when u think back about it.
Yeah i thought about it and i started to drift away
from what Megan was saying
until she said 'Michael said " shes actually kinda cute" that got my attention'.
LOL! kidding.
Well thats that.
Tmr im working MORRNINGGG SHIFTTAAHHHHH at ce'fiore.
Oh mannnnn, its sundayyy for susans sake! seriously.
yeah we have breakfast plans i heard.
They spotted some cute breakfast/brunch place
around Hollywood area and wanted to check it out.
(yeah check it out yo)
I mean well since mom's church is in LA town and shes gonna go there after breakfast
so its pretty much worth driving all the way there.
Whaaat am i talking about seriously?
my ey0es are struggling to be open every second that passes by.
That i htihnki indicates i need some nice sleep.
I hafe to wake yp tmr at 8!
Thats INSANE.
LIKE INSANITY.
FREAKIN A!!!!!!!!!!!
Megan keeps saying that,
now im stuck with it.
yeah so FREAKKIN AAAA Y'alLL get some sleep HOMIES.
OH guys watch Jeff Dunham on youtube.
He is fhilarious.
He's a ventriloquist and he is really good i assure you.
I rmb watching a horror movie with Jenn Sinying and ah bahk and Grace
at city square one day after school and it was about a ventriloquist.
oh wait or was it with wanxuan?
I know the one i saw with jenn they all was like super scary.
We were all hiding behind our school bags,even ah bahk.
So unmanly, sigh.
lol
Yeah and that movie was in tagalog.
It was a Phillipino movie.
Im not being rascist like " oh u mean philipino movies cant b good? thats what youre trying to say?
huh? huh?"
No i just mean wtfa we dont undertandddddd.
But sure as hell was scary.
OMGGGGG, needa sleeeeep.
Niteeeee.
»1:07 AM
Friday, August 1, 2008
Oh yeah, this is CV.
Crescenta Valley High.
The school is pretty huge.
U know what, i dont even want to compare it with schools in Singapore.
Well i shudnt, just think about how much more land this place has.
Seriously, i cudnt have it anymore.
Megan needed her teeth brushed.
It was candid tho, not posed.
Just look at Megans face.
No, no prying up my sleeve.
I know i know.
I was trying to do the Hiro pose.
"I come in peace!"
Watch Heroes.
Hey, every girls got a not so glamorous moment .
Get over it ahhh.
And yes i wanted to show off my cute pedicure.
Notice the stripe thing on the wall.
And Yes its almost on the ceiling
Allen and I had to help Megan with it.
Had to.
Psh, probably lost 3pounds doing that stuff.
LOL.
These were taken about a week ago,
except the pictures of cv they were taken today.
I went to the gym today and i realized Aarons friend worked there.
We had like our fingers pointed at each other
then thought for about 3 seconds and said "....Aarons friend" in union.
I was going to say " no actually Aarons co-worker" but thought the better of it.
Its an inside joke.
Its actually pretty funny.
No its actually very funny.
Oh i've been getting up at night and eating rice krispies.
Its becoming a habit and its not good at all.
Milks like full cream (seriously, how does anyone drink no fat milk. it tastes like water with a
drop of milk in it. Then furiously shaked together. Except no foam.)
And rice krispies itself, i dont know how fattening they are actually.
Maybe they're not too bad.
....
Yeah, just keep telling yourself that Susan.
Im going to change the no handlebar song to leona lewis.
Sigh, i tried not getting addicted to it.
But its been on the radio for weeeeks, playing over and over again.
Now i cant get enough of it,
but im prepared to get sick of it
as the radio overplays it.
Yeah ok.
Nighty.
»12:18 AM
I realized how fun it is to look back on past happenings. So for future's sake, here we go
I dug some of the icing out.
And yes i wanted to show off my cute pedicure.