Friday, February 27, 2009
This might sound really retarded but i look at my blog 24/7 now
Its so prettyyyy and i love how its so alive now.
Its all white and and picturey.
Before it was like freakin black and pictureless.
LOL
awwww..its such a pretty page.
K just felt like i had to say this.
buhbye
11:47 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Couple of days ago, i watched
Confessions of a Shopaholic with grace and amy.
I was kinda disappointed. i guess i was expecting a lot because i read the book.
But i love Isla Fisher i think she's sooo prettyyyy.
And yeah watching the movie reminded me of wanxuan.
We were soo obsessed with the book for a while. haha
Bt the book is definitely wayyyy better.
&I REALLY want to watch He's just not that into you.
I heard its soooo good.
and they have such a cute cast. kinda.
I need my paycheck desperately.
10:25 PM
Ok first up, i should apologize to everyone or anyone who uses internet explorer
and has visited my blog.
I had no idea at all that it said ' fuck bitch' at the bottom of the page
because i use mozilla firefox and we dont get that:/
My bad i seriously had to idea at all:(
Secondly im so proud of myself, i took literally 2 mins to change my blogskin this time.
I told myself to go on blogskins.com and get the skin of the day, whatever it is.
Fortunate for me, it was pretty and i like it.
Except i probably have to edit a lot of stuff, all i did was copy and paste it
and add the tagboard.
I should add some music too.
Ummm...what else.
Oh yeah, so dont read the profile stuff.
Its not me-.-
Its the original writings.
anywayy byee<3
yess im soo asian today even the way im writing and all the faces.
All I do is lay around, two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at allWell, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
Its official.
12:28 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Seriously, why do people never realize what they've lost till they actually lose it.
Like before, i never used to care about my eraser but now i cant find it and
i really need it and i've come to realize its significant value . i cant continue with my math homework.
Which actually ultimately isn't even a bad thing at all is it..
Well yeah i hate homework.
I bombed English test couple days ago, and i turned in a crappy reflection today.
Had no idea it was worth 100points so i hastily did it during lunch at the library.
Im pretty sure i have a D in that class.
11:59 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Ummmmmmm yeahhhhh....
Omaga, someone change my layout please.
It makes me sick.
But anyway, there are some more important stuff for me to go on about.
I cant wait to freakin graduate!
I need to get out of CV.
I doubt i'll miss it that much.
I havent applied for college/universities and deadlines are over.
Yeah well, my mom said i can skip a year.
Im just gonna be doing my own stuff for a year then apply to college.
I can not wait.
Its gonna be crazy.
I might be able to move out, but as much as i really want to,
at the same time i feel like i should stay with my parents cuz
i know i do need someone to occasionally control me a little bit.
I obviously want to be free but um..i dont know if too much freedom is good for someone like me.
Especially if i move in with grace mun.
Cuz right now the only thing thats stopping me is ..
my parents being around me.
If they're not i dont know whats gonna be of me.
lol
I make it sound so serious but it really isnt haha.
OR maybe it is.
It is serious, but is it really serious? LOL omg everyone should watch mighty boosh.
I cracked up watching that episode i stil remember it clearly.
Anyway we're reading Hamlet in english right now and mr messals been gone for
3 days we've been having subs and its bomb.
Love it class is fun.
I loveee 6th period.
This is one long ass post.
Hmm...theres a bad news tho.
I might have some problems going back to Singapore cuz of my visa.
It still depends idk. We'll see.
I have my fingers crossed:/
Hmm..lets see..what elseee...
I havent done my nails in the longest time.
I mean i do it myself now im so broke.
My phone bill went over again $375
and i told my mom i'd pay her back.
Sigh, i need to tame my pride sometimes.
But whatever, i dont need her constantly reminding me of this later.
MMMMMMmm, thats it.
I got my cartilage and third piercing cuz i was bored
with my current ones.
If felt good, the gun going thru my ear.
I want more.
Oh my god, so i borrowed this book from my friend called crank.
Yeah THAT crank and it was pretty sickly written.
lol and she has a sequel Glass, and i heard its pretty sick too.
I dont know. i've been so eh to reading books these days.
I used to love them didnt i?
Yeah i did.
haha woww im sooo rhectorical.
Yeah this is more like a self blogging thing
I doubt anyone would read this far.
Cuz i dont think i would.
Well, it really depends on the post.
And if i read one that went on like mine i'd probably stop
Whatever, im bored and im just musing.
wow wowowowowo i just had the biggest breakfast.
Have i changed?
I really dont think so.
But most times people dont realize they have.
But i really dont think i have, even if i wouldnt know, cuz i think i would know.
Idk..
I mean to be quite honest, i may have changed?
but to more of my real self, you know.
Like i remember back in the days i had to be more cautious about everything
because everyone was so judgemental and single-opinionated even though i grew up
in a pretty..idk liberal? enviroment.
And not everyone i knew was cool about stuff i believed in.
And im not about to write them about because i think i might be stuck here for too long
and i want to go out soon.
lol i need to take a shower.
Oh i tore my last left contact so now i can
only see right thru my right eye.
I have to get someee/
oh my god this is one long ass post.
BYEEEE.
12:10 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
HEYY GUYS.Its valentines day tomr.
Sadly no, i do not have a date.
Neither does Grace Mun, so we're just gonna hang out. lol
We're such single girls.
But yeah, im liking it.
I dont think i want a relationship yet. lol
10:29 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I've been sleeping with my contacts on for almost 3 weeks now..
Do you think i'll die soon?
I forget every single night.
Or when i tell myself i will later,
i never fail to fall asleep first.
Its amazing.
This is getting pretty bad,i feel like they're melting and dissolving away in my eye.
Anyway, i skipped school today.
I told my mom i was too tired.
Which is in fact true.
I really am quite tired.
Well to the very few people reading my blog,
have a fantabulous day!
**no! Nicollette Sheridan is leaving desperate housewives!
12:52 PM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Its true! Blink 182's back togethaa.
Im listening to Crazy by Aerosmith..
I love it.
Sigh omg i hate it they make you miss people.
And i miss you.
Anyway, im so depressed right now.
I ate soo much i want to gaggg.
or make myself gag.
Tomr tho, is gonna be a fun day and i cannot wait.
- x
8:49 PM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Oh yeah, i had to come back to reply to
the sweet little thoughtful tags.
Thank you all for the birthday wishes:)
I appreciate it even though i am not thanking everyone individually.
But i really do..it seriously warmed my heart reading those.
Tabie, thank you. and youre gonna come over soon arent you?
Philoe, email me! why have we stopped??):
Jenn, not i dont want to update! my computer broke down for a while. lol i miss you girl!
Lexson, Why are you going away for a while? And thank you, youre always remembered too:D
J.O, i hate being old. i actually thought i'd be 17 forever. stop rubbing it in my face minor. LOL
Xuan , Shan, Passerby, Cs, sinying, hao jie, thanks a bunch for the birthday tags!
NITE FOR REALSSSS
11:36 PM
HEYYYY.
I've been kinda busy.
New semesters started and we're already getting like shitload of homework!
Anyway, my dads here to visit and i think he'll be here for a couple more weeks?
And today he mentioned my old friends in malaysia/ singapore who i am beginning to think
they think they are forgotten.
Which is not true at all. please seriously dont think that.
I would take any opportunity right now to go over and visit.
He even talked about my exbf!
How interesting and funny because i dont think he knows what he think he knows.
Lol.
Anyhoo, i had a birthday party at my house.
It was fun.
I have like videos of paul and kenny rapping and shit but i dont know if i want to post them
up its like beep beep beep all the way.
But yeah 'its r.a.p you know how it is' - *totally rolls eye*
And i think they said not to or something but i might, on facebook.
We got Hypnotic and Malibu they were soo expensive i spent like $45 on those.
And had to get Aaron to get some beer because OBVIOUSLY it was not enough.
Grace got soo effed up it was funny.
She kept saying she was sleepy.
I was just buzzed laura helped clean the house and stuff and i really appreciate that.
And i got cute gifts.
Grace Mun was planning to give me 18 small gifts cuz it was my 18th
but she said she failed and gave me 14 or something.
But f that, i loved all the gifts!
I have an awesome new wallet, a hand lotion i've been wanting
a scarf, earrings, leopard print thongsLOL and etc and etc.
All in a Urban box.
Yes defo one of the cool parts of the gifts.
Schools getting busier.
Odd, because its second semester and really, seniors should be given a break.
Hyun tells me today May is gonna be a crazy month because its his bday, roy's bdae,
simons bdae and prom.
Yeah it'll be pretty crazy and very exciting.
I cant wait to graduate from CV.
Its so retarded i dont really consider this graduation because technically i HAVE graduated
already and i consider woodlands sec like my ONLY high school because it was soo fun
and i have soo much memories there.
Yeah..its true lah..
Nothing can compare to those times seriously.
Blue uniform ftw.
Tacky but hey,
there will be a point, or a few even in life where you'll have to do stuff you really
dont want to.
Yes i have decided to be a nun.
ahah completely joking.
Well its 11.31 now and i have tons of homework to do.
So ima sign off.
Goodnighty my friends.
I miss you all so..
I mean, ok theres no denying i am having a fun time here.
You know i cant be sulking in one corner sobbing about how sad my life is and how i want my old life back right?
Yeah but just know that you guys are always at the back of my mind..
wandering like lost souls but not really.
Good nitey!
10:57 PM
Friday, February 27, 2009
This might sound really retarded but i look at my blog 24/7 now
Its so prettyyyy and i love how its so alive now.
Its all white and and picturey.
Before it was like freakin black and pictureless.
LOL
awwww..its such a pretty page.
K just felt like i had to say this.
buhbye
»11:47 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Couple of days ago, i watched
Confessions of a Shopaholic with grace and amy.
I was kinda disappointed. i guess i was expecting a lot because i read the book.
But i love Isla Fisher i think she's sooo prettyyyy.
And yeah watching the movie reminded me of wanxuan.
We were soo obsessed with the book for a while. haha
Bt the book is definitely wayyyy better.
&I REALLY want to watch He's just not that into you.
I heard its soooo good.
and they have such a cute cast. kinda.
I need my paycheck desperately.
»10:25 PM
Ok first up, i should apologize to everyone or anyone who uses internet explorer
and has visited my blog.
I had no idea at all that it said ' fuck bitch' at the bottom of the page
because i use mozilla firefox and we dont get that:/
My bad i seriously had to idea at all:(
Secondly im so proud of myself, i took literally 2 mins to change my blogskin this time.
I told myself to go on blogskins.com and get the skin of the day, whatever it is.
Fortunate for me, it was pretty and i like it.
Except i probably have to edit a lot of stuff, all i did was copy and paste it
and add the tagboard.
I should add some music too.
Ummm...what else.
Oh yeah, so dont read the profile stuff.
Its not me-.-
Its the original writings.
anywayy byee<3
yess im soo asian today even the way im writing and all the faces.
All I do is lay around, two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at allWell, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
Its official.
»12:28 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Seriously, why do people never realize what they've lost till they actually lose it.
Like before, i never used to care about my eraser but now i cant find it and
i really need it and i've come to realize its significant value . i cant continue with my math homework.
Which actually ultimately isn't even a bad thing at all is it..
Well yeah i hate homework.
I bombed English test couple days ago, and i turned in a crappy reflection today.
Had no idea it was worth 100points so i hastily did it during lunch at the library.
Im pretty sure i have a D in that class.
»11:59 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Ummmmmmm yeahhhhh....
Omaga, someone change my layout please.
It makes me sick.
But anyway, there are some more important stuff for me to go on about.
I cant wait to freakin graduate!
I need to get out of CV.
I doubt i'll miss it that much.
I havent applied for college/universities and deadlines are over.
Yeah well, my mom said i can skip a year.
Im just gonna be doing my own stuff for a year then apply to college.
I can not wait.
Its gonna be crazy.
I might be able to move out, but as much as i really want to,
at the same time i feel like i should stay with my parents cuz
i know i do need someone to occasionally control me a little bit.
I obviously want to be free but um..i dont know if too much freedom is good for someone like me.
Especially if i move in with grace mun.
Cuz right now the only thing thats stopping me is ..
my parents being around me.
If they're not i dont know whats gonna be of me.
lol
I make it sound so serious but it really isnt haha.
OR maybe it is.
It is serious, but is it really serious? LOL omg everyone should watch mighty boosh.
I cracked up watching that episode i stil remember it clearly.
Anyway we're reading Hamlet in english right now and mr messals been gone for
3 days we've been having subs and its bomb.
Love it class is fun.
I loveee 6th period.
This is one long ass post.
Hmm...theres a bad news tho.
I might have some problems going back to Singapore cuz of my visa.
It still depends idk. We'll see.
I have my fingers crossed:/
Hmm..lets see..what elseee...
I havent done my nails in the longest time.
I mean i do it myself now im so broke.
My phone bill went over again $375
and i told my mom i'd pay her back.
Sigh, i need to tame my pride sometimes.
But whatever, i dont need her constantly reminding me of this later.
MMMMMMmm, thats it.
I got my cartilage and third piercing cuz i was bored
with my current ones.
If felt good, the gun going thru my ear.
I want more.
Oh my god, so i borrowed this book from my friend called crank.
Yeah THAT crank and it was pretty sickly written.
lol and she has a sequel Glass, and i heard its pretty sick too.
I dont know. i've been so eh to reading books these days.
I used to love them didnt i?
Yeah i did.
haha woww im sooo rhectorical.
Yeah this is more like a self blogging thing
I doubt anyone would read this far.
Cuz i dont think i would.
Well, it really depends on the post.
And if i read one that went on like mine i'd probably stop
Whatever, im bored and im just musing.
wow wowowowowo i just had the biggest breakfast.
Have i changed?
I really dont think so.
But most times people dont realize they have.
But i really dont think i have, even if i wouldnt know, cuz i think i would know.
Idk..
I mean to be quite honest, i may have changed?
but to more of my real self, you know.
Like i remember back in the days i had to be more cautious about everything
because everyone was so judgemental and single-opinionated even though i grew up
in a pretty..idk liberal? enviroment.
And not everyone i knew was cool about stuff i believed in.
And im not about to write them about because i think i might be stuck here for too long
and i want to go out soon.
lol i need to take a shower.
Oh i tore my last left contact so now i can
only see right thru my right eye.
I have to get someee/
oh my god this is one long ass post.
BYEEEE.
»12:10 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
HEYY GUYS.Its valentines day tomr.
Sadly no, i do not have a date.
Neither does Grace Mun, so we're just gonna hang out. lol
We're such single girls.
But yeah, im liking it.
I dont think i want a relationship yet. lol
»10:29 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I've been sleeping with my contacts on for almost 3 weeks now..
Do you think i'll die soon?
I forget every single night.
Or when i tell myself i will later,
i never fail to fall asleep first.
Its amazing.
This is getting pretty bad,i feel like they're melting and dissolving away in my eye.
Anyway, i skipped school today.
I told my mom i was too tired.
Which is in fact true.
I really am quite tired.
Well to the very few people reading my blog,
have a fantabulous day!
**no! Nicollette Sheridan is leaving desperate housewives!
»12:52 PM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Its true! Blink 182's back togethaa.
Im listening to Crazy by Aerosmith..
I love it.
Sigh omg i hate it they make you miss people.
And i miss you.
Anyway, im so depressed right now.
I ate soo much i want to gaggg.
or make myself gag.
Tomr tho, is gonna be a fun day and i cannot wait.
- x
»8:49 PM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Oh yeah, i had to come back to reply to
the sweet little thoughtful tags.
Thank you all for the birthday wishes:)
I appreciate it even though i am not thanking everyone individually.
But i really do..it seriously warmed my heart reading those.
Tabie, thank you. and youre gonna come over soon arent you?
Philoe, email me! why have we stopped??):
Jenn, not i dont want to update! my computer broke down for a while. lol i miss you girl!
Lexson, Why are you going away for a while? And thank you, youre always remembered too:D
J.O, i hate being old. i actually thought i'd be 17 forever. stop rubbing it in my face minor. LOL
Xuan , Shan, Passerby, Cs, sinying, hao jie, thanks a bunch for the birthday tags!
NITE FOR REALSSSS
»11:36 PM
HEYYYY.
I've been kinda busy.
New semesters started and we're already getting like shitload of homework!
Anyway, my dads here to visit and i think he'll be here for a couple more weeks?
And today he mentioned my old friends in malaysia/ singapore who i am beginning to think
they think they are forgotten.
Which is not true at all. please seriously dont think that.
I would take any opportunity right now to go over and visit.
He even talked about my exbf!
How interesting and funny because i dont think he knows what he think he knows.
Lol.
Anyhoo, i had a birthday party at my house.
It was fun.
I have like videos of paul and kenny rapping and shit but i dont know if i want to post them
up its like beep beep beep all the way.
But yeah 'its r.a.p you know how it is' - *totally rolls eye*
And i think they said not to or something but i might, on facebook.
We got Hypnotic and Malibu they were soo expensive i spent like $45 on those.
And had to get Aaron to get some beer because OBVIOUSLY it was not enough.
Grace got soo effed up it was funny.
She kept saying she was sleepy.
I was just buzzed laura helped clean the house and stuff and i really appreciate that.
And i got cute gifts.
Grace Mun was planning to give me 18 small gifts cuz it was my 18th
but she said she failed and gave me 14 or something.
But f that, i loved all the gifts!
I have an awesome new wallet, a hand lotion i've been wanting
a scarf, earrings, leopard print thongsLOL and etc and etc.
All in a Urban box.
Yes defo one of the cool parts of the gifts.
Schools getting busier.
Odd, because its second semester and really, seniors should be given a break.
Hyun tells me today May is gonna be a crazy month because its his bday, roy's bdae,
simons bdae and prom.
Yeah it'll be pretty crazy and very exciting.
I cant wait to graduate from CV.
Its so retarded i dont really consider this graduation because technically i HAVE graduated
already and i consider woodlands sec like my ONLY high school because it was soo fun
and i have soo much memories there.
Yeah..its true lah..
Nothing can compare to those times seriously.
Blue uniform ftw.
Tacky but hey,
there will be a point, or a few even in life where you'll have to do stuff you really
dont want to.
Yes i have decided to be a nun.
ahah completely joking.
Well its 11.31 now and i have tons of homework to do.
So ima sign off.
Goodnighty my friends.
I miss you all so..
I mean, ok theres no denying i am having a fun time here.
You know i cant be sulking in one corner sobbing about how sad my life is and how i want my old life back right?
Yeah but just know that you guys are always at the back of my mind..
wandering like lost souls but not really.
Good nitey!
»10:57 PM
I realized how fun it is to look back on past happenings. So for future's sake, here we go
Bt the book is definitely wayyyy better.
I heard its soooo good.
