Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sometimes all someone needs is encouragement or some
kind of recognition or praise for the effort they've put in or the results they've gained, however small or insignificant the two may be or seem to you, the outsider.
Granted, not everyone works the same way.
Im not really sure if i work better under pressure, or worse.
I really would like to find out though, it would be helpful.
I've tried looking back on past experiences and encounters but nothing really helped
because its not very constant.
But based on my self assessment of myself, i think i work better with no pressure.
Like i would probably procrastinate like crazy, but i wont break down and ultimately end up not ddoing anything AT ALL, you know?
Mostly when pressure i present, i perform horribly.
The worst kind for me is time limits.
I know that for sure.
I give up before i even start because i try to perfect what im doing and i look at the clock and
im like ok thats it. im not even gonna do this because i have like 2 mins left.
Yupp, but being the hardcore procrastinator that i am, i have to admit
i do occasionally need a gentle nudge. Just a gentle...
Anyway, the reason behind this pointless ranting is because my aunt Kate today
seemed to have noticed that i have lost some of my very surplus weight.
Which is actually surprising because i would think that i' wouldve gained like 2 pound from spring break because naturally all i did was eat.
Almost nearly literally. Sadly.
But yesss i would write some stuff about what i did for spring break
but i guess i just did.
Yeahsahh i told you i ate. lol
I seriously need pictures dont i?
Im so pathetic.
This BLOG is pathetic.
Honestly though, i dont really care if no ones reads this shit.
Its so pointlesss but i enjoy ranting.
to myself.
ok actually this is kinda sad.
I like people listening to me!
So guys....just pretend you guys read this.
Like occasionally visit my dull blog
and tag and be like, omg! you had such an interesting day!
Or be like umm....i think you made a grammar/ spelling/ vocab error in like..
line 2 of your 100th paragraph.
And i'll be like whoa! you read! Yay, here <3
K if you are still reading on at this point, honestly i think youre pretty dumb but i love you.
I mean it.
'Love is to share, mine is for you.'
Whoever you are.
Probably like some random bloghopper. Again, sadness penetrates me.
Hey i hope you trip and fall and your computer crashes.
Homework time chilllazxc
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10:20 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Oh my god, someone just please stab me.The weathers killing me.
I liked it but now i dont as i am at home sweating like a cow.
Wonderful.
I might ditch school tomr to go thebeach with laura?
Its terribly hot and the sun is blazinggg.
Oh blazing, speaking of which today is
april 20th..
It is zhong hoau's birthday
( i wished him happy birthday already how diligent
)I wonder if anyone still calls him that.
I remember he had to change his name to you hao or something. haha LOL much.
But people probably mostly call him lexson anyway.
I always thought it sounded like a name perfect for a car.
Anyway, it is also Hitlers birthday..hmm
and it is weed day so everyone have fun blazing LOL.
I have to catch a bus now more later chiillaaaxxx!
5:23 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
Im so tired.
I just came back from volleyball and i actually cant sleep.
This is pretty amazing.
There are times where i honestly knock out before even being able to shower.
Yeah gross but shut up, dont act like you've never done it!
My head kinda hurts though, i havent taken my contacts out for like literally over a month.
I swear i am not exaggerating. But these are acuvue and they're really good.
Haha and im like only wearing one side of it because the other side tore and i think
thats whats making my head hurt.
Anyways, fret not people not that you care but
I just ordered some and they're soon to come.
Oh i got the Acuvue Oasys.
LOL remember jenn?
I think you gave me a sample once before and it was sooo incredibly comfortable.
I hate the fact that i have astigmatism.
I always have to order cuz they dont really have those in stores and im always having to wait.
Yeap thats my sad life.
Tomr's friday yayy.
Here's what im thinking of right now.
Im staaaarrrvingggg.
However, it is curretly 2am and consuming this would be a terrible sin.
Why,the thought of it just makes me shrudder.
1:40 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sometimes all someone needs is encouragement or some
kind of recognition or praise for the effort they've put in or the results they've gained, however small or insignificant the two may be or seem to you, the outsider.
Granted, not everyone works the same way.
Im not really sure if i work better under pressure, or worse.
I really would like to find out though, it would be helpful.
I've tried looking back on past experiences and encounters but nothing really helped
because its not very constant.
But based on my self assessment of myself, i think i work better with no pressure.
Like i would probably procrastinate like crazy, but i wont break down and ultimately end up not ddoing anything AT ALL, you know?
Mostly when pressure i present, i perform horribly.
The worst kind for me is time limits.
I know that for sure.
I give up before i even start because i try to perfect what im doing and i look at the clock and
im like ok thats it. im not even gonna do this because i have like 2 mins left.
Yupp, but being the hardcore procrastinator that i am, i have to admit
i do occasionally need a gentle nudge. Just a gentle...
Anyway, the reason behind this pointless ranting is because my aunt Kate today
seemed to have noticed that i have lost some of my very surplus weight.
Which is actually surprising because i would think that i' wouldve gained like 2 pound from spring break because naturally all i did was eat.
Almost nearly literally. Sadly.
But yesss i would write some stuff about what i did for spring break
but i guess i just did.
Yeahsahh i told you i ate. lol
I seriously need pictures dont i?
Im so pathetic.
This BLOG is pathetic.
Honestly though, i dont really care if no ones reads this shit.
Its so pointlesss but i enjoy ranting.
to myself.
ok actually this is kinda sad.
I like people listening to me!
So guys....just pretend you guys read this.
Like occasionally visit my dull blog
and tag and be like, omg! you had such an interesting day!
Or be like umm....i think you made a grammar/ spelling/ vocab error in like..
line 2 of your 100th paragraph.
And i'll be like whoa! you read! Yay, here <3
K if you are still reading on at this point, honestly i think youre pretty dumb but i love you.
I mean it.
'Love is to share, mine is for you.'
Whoever you are.
Probably like some random bloghopper. Again, sadness penetrates me.
Hey i hope you trip and fall and your computer crashes.
Homework time chilllazxc
-------
»10:20 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Oh my god, someone just please stab me.The weathers killing me.
I liked it but now i dont as i am at home sweating like a cow.
Wonderful.
I might ditch school tomr to go thebeach with laura?
Its terribly hot and the sun is blazinggg.
Oh blazing, speaking of which today is
april 20th..
It is zhong hoau's birthday
( i wished him happy birthday already how diligent
)I wonder if anyone still calls him that.
I remember he had to change his name to you hao or something. haha LOL much.
But people probably mostly call him lexson anyway.
I always thought it sounded like a name perfect for a car.
Anyway, it is also Hitlers birthday..hmm
and it is weed day so everyone have fun blazing LOL.
I have to catch a bus now more later chiillaaaxxx!
»5:23 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
Im so tired.
I just came back from volleyball and i actually cant sleep.
This is pretty amazing.
There are times where i honestly knock out before even being able to shower.
Yeah gross but shut up, dont act like you've never done it!
My head kinda hurts though, i havent taken my contacts out for like literally over a month.
I swear i am not exaggerating. But these are acuvue and they're really good.
Haha and im like only wearing one side of it because the other side tore and i think
thats whats making my head hurt.
Anyways, fret not people not that you care but
I just ordered some and they're soon to come.
Oh i got the Acuvue Oasys.
LOL remember jenn?
I think you gave me a sample once before and it was sooo incredibly comfortable.
I hate the fact that i have astigmatism.
I always have to order cuz they dont really have those in stores and im always having to wait.
Yeap thats my sad life.
Tomr's friday yayy.
Here's what im thinking of right now.
Im staaaarrrvingggg.
However, it is curretly 2am and consuming this would be a terrible sin.
Why,the thought of it just makes me shrudder.
»1:40 AM
I realized how fun it is to look back on past happenings. So for future's sake, here we go
Im staaaarrrvingggg.