Worst hung over ever. whhy is this happening.. i am up 9.14 when i slept at 4. fml My heads groggy and that the same time softly pounding. My stomach is just burning and i am still nauseous.
Anyway my mom kinda caught me slippin this morning. Before she left to work she kissed me on the cheek and asked me what was up today. Of course i was ready to shoot someone because i was not feeling good and it was 7.30 and like why the heck do you always do this to me. Seriously sometimes i am up by 8 because of her. She just HAS to come to me and wake me up to make herself feel better or something. and wth am i supposed to do being up so early. well duh sillys, eat. i hate waking up early because firstly i get tired later part of the day, and also i eat like a starving homeless person cuz im hungry and cuz theres literally nothing else to do. And then i get food coma and knock out. which is just worse. Because i wake up pissed of at many things. but oh shit, i digress. So yeah basically i guess my mom smelled alcohol on me and she asked if i drank. yup i said no obviously but she's probably gonaa tripp out on me noww. & i have a beerbelly. yeah totally on the side note. loll
Awwright. thats it for now. I would like to give a shout out to my beloved friends joanne and vanessa who called me and said they'll call back but never did but its ok, i forgive, i know i know, they stood me up but hay, what are friends for. And um i would also like to say i appreciate her leading me to visiting her blog when she told me she writes about me sometimes and i realize that she really did write about me in her most recent entry actually where she writes about the absolutely fun filled day she had with Vanessa and Eu chuan and his gf and as i read on i read a small section of myself. i would say...3% of the entire entry. Yeah..its kinda small..but hay, gotta be complacent.
Hahah im just playing. Im happy you guys had funnn, albeit without me but im not gonna go on about that because i COULD go on forever. lol Yeah, i miss you guys. thats all i can say. I hate that i cant meet up with you all, it really is beyond what i can do. But hopefully that will change soooonnn. :]
So. whats am i craving for breakfast today. Lets see.. ahh. i crave spam. Fuckin love spamm. Sometimes it taste weird though. but on the most part its bombbizzzle.
9:11 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Getreadytobesickofthissong:]
12:11 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
People make mistakes. It would be great if everyone could just understand this fact and keep it in mind so whenever someone does something wrong, no matter how bad it is, just kinda try to look past it. Im not saying like immediately or that its going to be easy. Obviously if its something serious then its gonna take some time, but just put some effort into understanding that they probably didnt mean to? and even though they might not admit or express it, they probably feel like shit inside. And if they really dont, then yelling pointlessly aint gon do shit. ya knooo?? Try talking to them and if theyre stupid and stubborn then yeah yell the shit out of them. But things that make sense obviously. I hate dumb people who just yell nonsensical bullshit when theyre mad. Its like ok...gtfo of here, nobody cares anymore. I might sound like a hypocrite here because obviously i get mad at people too for doing stupid shit but i try to see it from their point of view or just kinda look past whatever they did.
Forgiving is a different matter altogether, im saying just know that you make mistakes too and one day, you might even do something even worse. As a person, i make mistakes on the daily and i have to try not blaming myself so if you could not make it worst by putting it on me, that would be great.
And what is this random blogshop posting stuff on my tagboard -_- I just love this emoticon, its so expressive. Cuz like my face is LITERALLY like that as im writing this. lmao
12:07 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
i am broke. I have 63cents in my debit card. $1 cash in my wallet. I do have like $11 something in my bank account but i cant get it out because the minimum amount you can withdraw is fckn 20. whythef 20? i think 10 is good. So basically, im staying home until the people i babysit for call me. Because $1.63 is all the money i have in the world.
11:31 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
WHY is my face so effing swollen.
So i was supposed to go get a haircut w grace today. We tried making an appointment but the lady doesnt come in on tuesdays so we're gonna go on saturday instead. I dyed my hair again and now its almost blonde under the sun. fml Im very tempted to dye it again but you guys should feel my hair. They feel like pubes rofl. Theyre so rough:[
The weathers starting to get cold now. I cant go out without a cardigan or some sort of jacket anymore. Its about time though, i miss winter. I cant wait to go snowboarding!
:: This slow process drives me crazy. Can i not be involved? It seems like too much to ask for but think about me. I am being selfish, but so are you guys. Why tell me two sided stories? Do i really have to feel guilty trying to protect myself?
9:25 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
My life is so interesting. Thats why i have nothing to write about.
v new song obsession
10:45 AM
10:44 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
So. Hung. Over.
Worst hung over ever. whhy is this happening.. i am up 9.14 when i slept at 4. fml My heads groggy and that the same time softly pounding. My stomach is just burning and i am still nauseous.
Anyway my mom kinda caught me slippin this morning. Before she left to work she kissed me on the cheek and asked me what was up today. Of course i was ready to shoot someone because i was not feeling good and it was 7.30 and like why the heck do you always do this to me. Seriously sometimes i am up by 8 because of her. She just HAS to come to me and wake me up to make herself feel better or something. and wth am i supposed to do being up so early. well duh sillys, eat. i hate waking up early because firstly i get tired later part of the day, and also i eat like a starving homeless person cuz im hungry and cuz theres literally nothing else to do. And then i get food coma and knock out. which is just worse. Because i wake up pissed of at many things. but oh shit, i digress. So yeah basically i guess my mom smelled alcohol on me and she asked if i drank. yup i said no obviously but she's probably gonaa tripp out on me noww. & i have a beerbelly. yeah totally on the side note. loll
Awwright. thats it for now. I would like to give a shout out to my beloved friends joanne and vanessa who called me and said they'll call back but never did but its ok, i forgive, i know i know, they stood me up but hay, what are friends for. And um i would also like to say i appreciate her leading me to visiting her blog when she told me she writes about me sometimes and i realize that she really did write about me in her most recent entry actually where she writes about the absolutely fun filled day she had with Vanessa and Eu chuan and his gf and as i read on i read a small section of myself. i would say...3% of the entire entry. Yeah..its kinda small..but hay, gotta be complacent.
Hahah im just playing. Im happy you guys had funnn, albeit without me but im not gonna go on about that because i COULD go on forever. lol Yeah, i miss you guys. thats all i can say. I hate that i cant meet up with you all, it really is beyond what i can do. But hopefully that will change soooonnn. :]
So. whats am i craving for breakfast today. Lets see.. ahh. i crave spam. Fuckin love spamm. Sometimes it taste weird though. but on the most part its bombbizzzle.
»9:11 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Getreadytobesickofthissong:]
»12:11 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
People make mistakes. It would be great if everyone could just understand this fact and keep it in mind so whenever someone does something wrong, no matter how bad it is, just kinda try to look past it. Im not saying like immediately or that its going to be easy. Obviously if its something serious then its gonna take some time, but just put some effort into understanding that they probably didnt mean to? and even though they might not admit or express it, they probably feel like shit inside. And if they really dont, then yelling pointlessly aint gon do shit. ya knooo?? Try talking to them and if theyre stupid and stubborn then yeah yell the shit out of them. But things that make sense obviously. I hate dumb people who just yell nonsensical bullshit when theyre mad. Its like ok...gtfo of here, nobody cares anymore. I might sound like a hypocrite here because obviously i get mad at people too for doing stupid shit but i try to see it from their point of view or just kinda look past whatever they did.
Forgiving is a different matter altogether, im saying just know that you make mistakes too and one day, you might even do something even worse. As a person, i make mistakes on the daily and i have to try not blaming myself so if you could not make it worst by putting it on me, that would be great.
And what is this random blogshop posting stuff on my tagboard -_- I just love this emoticon, its so expressive. Cuz like my face is LITERALLY like that as im writing this. lmao
»12:07 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
i am broke. I have 63cents in my debit card. $1 cash in my wallet. I do have like $11 something in my bank account but i cant get it out because the minimum amount you can withdraw is fckn 20. whythef 20? i think 10 is good. So basically, im staying home until the people i babysit for call me. Because $1.63 is all the money i have in the world.
»11:31 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
WHY is my face so effing swollen.
So i was supposed to go get a haircut w grace today. We tried making an appointment but the lady doesnt come in on tuesdays so we're gonna go on saturday instead. I dyed my hair again and now its almost blonde under the sun. fml Im very tempted to dye it again but you guys should feel my hair. They feel like pubes rofl. Theyre so rough:[
The weathers starting to get cold now. I cant go out without a cardigan or some sort of jacket anymore. Its about time though, i miss winter. I cant wait to go snowboarding!
:: This slow process drives me crazy. Can i not be involved? It seems like too much to ask for but think about me. I am being selfish, but so are you guys. Why tell me two sided stories? Do i really have to feel guilty trying to protect myself?
»9:25 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
My life is so interesting. Thats why i have nothing to write about.
I realized how fun it is to look back on past happenings. So for future's sake, here we go
