Friday, January 1, 2010
So its finally 2010.
Its hard to explain but this year flew by yet at the same time felt ridiculously long.
I am content to leave 2009 behind and start this motherfucking new year.
Another decade just like that.
Tried to decide on a new year resolution but for once this time,
i couldn't make up my mind not because of the jitter hesitation between the many options
but because i didn't really have anything i really wanted to achieve.
I mean there are things i want to accomplish of course, but not the new year resolution kind.
...if you know what i mean.
But i decided if i cant come up with anything i'll stick to the cliche and make my new year resolution eating healthy.
I mean, might as well right.
Well besides that, countdown was fun.
For some reason it was kind of emotional for me.
I mean nothing big happened to me personally this year, but yet the interchanging from 2009
to 2010, that split second, i was overwhelmed.
Thoughts ran in my head, and emotions pulsed through my mind and body.
Cant quite say what it was cuz i dont even know what it was, but overwhelmed would
sort of put it somewhere in place.
I wish i could describe it better but its one of those things
where you know nothing you say or write out will come even close to expressing how you felt.
Although it hit me pretty hard and i think im gonna look back at that moment maybe even tomr
and think about what it was.
Why are we so complicated.
UGH! i have the freakin hiccups.
My second session this DAY this ones going longg and its starting to poke my ribs.
im gonna knock out nowww.
Kinda excited to wake up tomr to jan 1 2010, although technically it is already
but the day has yet to begin because its 4.44am and its dark and everyones asleep
so it doesnt really count.
Haha Happy New Years everyone!
I really hope 2010 will be better year, for me and for you guys too.
Gnight!<3
4:15 AM
Friday, January 1, 2010
So its finally 2010.
Its hard to explain but this year flew by yet at the same time felt ridiculously long.
I am content to leave 2009 behind and start this motherfucking new year.
Another decade just like that.
Tried to decide on a new year resolution but for once this time,
i couldn't make up my mind not because of the jitter hesitation between the many options
but because i didn't really have anything i really wanted to achieve.
I mean there are things i want to accomplish of course, but not the new year resolution kind.
...if you know what i mean.
But i decided if i cant come up with anything i'll stick to the cliche and make my new year resolution eating healthy.
I mean, might as well right.
Well besides that, countdown was fun.
For some reason it was kind of emotional for me.
I mean nothing big happened to me personally this year, but yet the interchanging from 2009
to 2010, that split second, i was overwhelmed.
Thoughts ran in my head, and emotions pulsed through my mind and body.
Cant quite say what it was cuz i dont even know what it was, but overwhelmed would
sort of put it somewhere in place.
I wish i could describe it better but its one of those things
where you know nothing you say or write out will come even close to expressing how you felt.
Although it hit me pretty hard and i think im gonna look back at that moment maybe even tomr
and think about what it was.
Why are we so complicated.
UGH! i have the freakin hiccups.
My second session this DAY this ones going longg and its starting to poke my ribs.
im gonna knock out nowww.
Kinda excited to wake up tomr to jan 1 2010, although technically it is already
but the day has yet to begin because its 4.44am and its dark and everyones asleep
so it doesnt really count.
Haha Happy New Years everyone!
I really hope 2010 will be better year, for me and for you guys too.
Gnight!<3
»4:15 AM
I realized how fun it is to look back on past happenings. So for future's sake, here we go