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Sunday, March 28, 2010


Wow im freakin grounded.

Ive never been grounded ever my whole life..
But its just for today so whatever.
But im pretty sure from tomr onwards i wont be able to stay out as late anymore.
Honestly, if i get my freakin license back ill drive home whenever i need to because
obviously right now i have to depend on people to give me rides.
-_______________________________-
Freakinnnnn bullshitt! :(





I wanna get whatever i like....













10:30 PM


Friday, March 26, 2010


Almost 6 & i still cannot sleep.

My bodys breaking down like i told Jojo.
My stomach and heads hurting and ears are itching like mad!
well she's not replying me on fb..
If she dosnt reply within 3 minutes im gonna knock myself out
and sleep.
GOODNIGHT



5:36 AM


Cant sleep!!!
Hate this..
I was so sure i was gonna ktfo as soon as i get home because i was so
exhausted from babysitting for two days straight and waking up at 6
in the morning for that today.
F.M.L

what to do what to do...
I have wake up early tomr too cuz me and grace are going to
melrose to shop for kennys gift and our stuff too.
UGH.
Buttt i got payed today:)
I love the Leal's theyre so sweet and they always overpay me. hehe
K well fml im gonna go pee again.



4:43 AM


Bold what is true

001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books. (owned)
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies before.
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin. just small pimples here and there:)
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby.

018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal. ( not really ashamed, but I have secrets I’d rather keep to myself, personal things )
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.

025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi.
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants. / leggings
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and
have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. (parents made me! i was young and naive)
057. i’m obsessed with my blog! half true
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch muchmusic on a daily basis.
064. i cry myself to sleep.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. i do somewhat...
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
075. i am a member of the tom green fan club.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. i plan on seeing ice cube’s newest “friday” movie.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
087. when i was a kid i played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. i have used my sexuality to advance my career. tried to look pretty for an interview counts?
094. i love michael jackson, scandals and all.
095. i know all the words to slick rick’s “children’s story”.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.

103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.

106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in high school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time. clearly.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name.
127. i once stole a music stand.
128. pi confuses me.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
135. i had more than one thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know. one of
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
140. i have a shoe fetish.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i enjoy sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
154. i believe cheese should be its own food group it is soooo good!
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now. hmm..?
165. i love wearing skirts, even if its winter.
166. i’m a techie.
167. i am writing this far, far too late/early.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.

170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
171. i don’t associate myself with any political parties.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173. i have thought about suicide.
174. i have no idea what i am going to write for my question.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
178. i think the human race is evil & should be demolished.
179. i cheated on a test before.
180. i am a member of animemusicvideos.org
181. i’m sick of drama
182. i need a job


I have to pee!
This made me hold my pee in ugh.

//
uhh...i dont know why some of them are highlighted in the background
and some are not, but basically the bolded ones are the 'true' ones.
Kinda OCDing right now, its pissing me off just a little bit.
Night worlddd!



3:09 AM


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I feel like i use money too easily these days.
I dont like it.
It makes me uncomfortable knowing my parents worked so hard
for it but im spending it away just like that.
Especially in this economy.
I'd much rather it be money that i made by myself..
Idk.. it makes me feel so guilty.
And i dont like feeling guilty.
Therefore conclusion : i need to find a job!
Someone freakin hire me already! :(
But more than that, i need to get my life back on track.
I need just one thing to work out to get the ball rolling.
Because honestly, NOTHING is really working out for me right now.
Not complaining...its just the sad plain truth.



12:31 AM


Monday, March 22, 2010

Why so h o t?



11:36 PM


SICKKKK

I got my DROID.
Its soo tight. Everything about it!
Burned a hole in my pocket but no regrets.
Definitely worth it:)

My friends wanted me to name my phone Dimitri!
LOL i came up with Vania.
Having something new is such a fun addition to this
boring mundane repetitive life of mine.



7:22 PM
















5:35 PM


Thursday, March 18, 2010


Man if i had legs like these...



10:42 PM


Wow i hate it when my mom suddenly calls me
and gets emotional on me.
It trips me out and gets me scared.
Im scared.

She just called me right now again
and her tire popped on the exit of the freeway.
mann...what the fuck.
And i was typing an email to my dad and i accidentally typed something
that tripped me the hell out.
Tonights gonna be long until im assured everything is going to be fine.
I hate nights like this.



10:31 PM


Omggggg nate and serena got back together!
when did they get so cute! they were never this cute in season 1.
hahah

I didnt go to csuns beerpong tournament today cuz grace came down
to lcr but she cudnt stay out too late and northridge is so far from where she lives
so i just stayed behind and kicked it with her and everyone else who didnt go.
It was still fun:)
Then she left and everyone left so it ended up being just me and kenny
so we chilled at his jacuzzi.
Talked for like 3 hours.
Now im home..
Sitting here wishing life was more exciting.
I have no life:(



1:48 AM


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I hate people who think they're so much better off than others.
I despise them.
Whether you show it or not, it really doesnt matter.
People who show it more are effing annoying of course.
Seriously, get over yourself.
Youre REALLY not that great.

Anyway, today was pretty chill.
We went to Burbank to get buffalo wings which are on special deals every
Tuesdays - 50c for each wing!
Got there and there was a long ass line, it was because the Lakers game was playing.
We finally got seated, ate the wings( they were so bomb)
and watched the game, which the Lakers won of course.

Hmmm..oh ys called me today.
We recently got in contact again haha.
He invited me and my friends to his friends pool party this friday.
Dont know if i'll be able to make it.
We'll see.

There's gonna be beerpong tournament at csun tomr!
so excited! :)
Im pretty sure Jeno and Christian will get first place because
they're so freakin good!
hehe



11:57 PM


Monday, March 15, 2010


Came upon one of these while cutting strawberries at Ce'fiore




1:27 PM


I think i just sit by living life however the way it goes and hope that
something will happen to make it better.
Sure, i do make efforts but honestly, even i feel like i could put in more than that.
I wouldn't say a lot more, but somewhat more enough to make a little more difference
to my life.

"You must find the passion, the unrelenting passion"
What is it? for me-



10:34 AM


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Ugh, just had jack in the box...
this is why im fat!
This whole month seriously, i've been getting fast food at night.
not even night like at 2am.
I've been going to carls jr, jack in the box and in n out continuously this past month.

Anyhoo, i sorta had a job interview today.
Its at a bakery/cafe called cake house.
I was just gonna go and apply i didnt expect an interview..kinda got me off guard.
But oh well.

Im moving soon, to LA town.
The apartment has its own gym so yeah...im gonna really lose weight
all my winter weight:/

And i've been hearing that people are thinking that i've changed...?!
Um i really havent and all the fb status are seriously my friends raping my facebook.
haha yeah...just thought i'd explain myself.
im gonna change my layout its pretty ugly.



10:13 PM


Thursday, March 4, 2010

Im such a bad blogger/ hypocrite!
I always criticize people when they dont keep up with their blogging but now
im doing it too!
Anyways, i suddenly decided to blog because my friend jenny has a blog
and now jeno has one too!:D
Blogging used to be fun until no one really did it but now im all into it again.
im gonna keep up with it:)

So today, i pretty much spent the entire day with my mom.
We're moving soon so we went around looking at places.
I think we've decided on the one virgil and 1th.
i liked the one on la fayette but ehh whatevaa.
And then i met up with grace jenny michelle jeno christian a bunch of people.
Alot of shit happened:/
shake it off shake it off!
and then at 1 they decide to go to ggegori ( where you play pool)-__-
so we go and i come back like 40 mins later than im supposed to so i get bitched at by my mom
and we fight because she said some ridiculous shit, which i strongly believe
its because of her menopause?
or maybe she's fed up with me coming home so late all the time:/
I SHOULDVE JUST NOT GONE!>:(

But ees done.
Thats it.

I should stop eating!
Mid night munchies are the DEVIL.



3:02 AM